Escape
October 29, 2020 at 1:09 pm,
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I am trying to escape
I am planning how to make myself busy
Driving to the city, having a meeting, going on a holiday, looking for another hobby, signing up for another course, watching movies
Uncertainty and discomfort are making me sick
I am trying to avoid unpleasant feeling of hating myself
I am avoiding of taking the responsibility and making a choice
I am refusing unacceptable parts of me
What do I FEAR?
Of going DEEPER
Of NOT knowing how deep the bottom is